It’s New Year’s Day and I begin 2011 with tons of doubt. It’s like an errant eyelash you just can’t seem to get out of your line of sight. There are many things I do well. Frankly, I am fortunate in so many ways. But I am always second guessing myself. I am, in many ways, my own worst critic, often muting the notion that I am on the right path.
The facts do not support this voluntary veil. In nearly 58 years the balance of this man’s life has been heavy on the plus side. I have a home, a family who loves me—although non-traditional which in many ways makes it even better. Most of my working life has been in one creative industry and I have excelled in it to what can be considered an above average level. Few would argue that I am good at what I do. There are always detractors, but without them there would be little jump-start to progress.
Last year I finished my first novel and placed it on the market. It is a limited run for now. But this is an important part of my goal to establish these characters and the broader concept so that the other books will find a larger audience. This is not a business for the frail or the uncertain. Neither is radio.
As I found new readers, new supporters, another reality set in: a great minority will even finish the story, not to mention enjoy it. Even fewer will recommend it. I have to believe it is not a reflection of the quality, it is just a simple fact. When I hear nothing from someone I know has the book my doubt daemon translates that into these words, “it’s not very good.” Some may hold that opinion, but not all. That is just not possible.
This will be a very interesting and pivotal year. Some things will happen early that will make a significant difference. I’m not entirely sure what that is just yet, but I am confident, just as my personal history has indicated, that these new and exciting things will bulk up the plus side.
Turn the page.









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